ANONYMOUS TEXT @ANONYMOUSSPIDER

[vivisexual]

I feel like being such a small group we're missing out on the potential of an anonymous message board, so I'm making it happen!!

What secrets or intrigue are people dying to get off their chest? Who's secretly dating? Who do you wish were secretly dating? Do you have a dark secret that's eating away at you? (°ロ°) ! You can vent here, consequence free!!! I want to know what everyone's getting up to behind closed doors.

It's fully anonymized, so you can be as honest as you want. Or not! I'm not opposed to starting baseless rumors. Have fun ♡ ～('▽^人)

[Feel free to follow my lead and have Google Docs' style anon ids if you like, just so characters who who's saying what.]

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@goddess of death

[queenofkur]

[ There is always that one person who doesn't post anonymously to an anon post. ]

Accuse me of all the world's evils if you will,
But I have and always shall conduct my duties to the perfection.
Not once have I abandoned my duties ever since I came into existence,
And all souls under my care are treated equally and fairly.

You are in your right to call me pathetic and to detest me,
But I shall not stand for people to say I am not good at my job.

@anonymousspider

[vivisexual]

For what it's worth, my Lady, I think retaining a soft heart as you have, in the face of all the suffering of the dead, actually speaks to an incredibly strong character.

[queenofkur]

It
It wasn't always the case.
For a time, I had grown quite cold and cruel.
To think of the person I had become brings me shame.

I have humans to thank for saving me.

[vivisexual]

That doesn't make you any less strong. Sometimes allowing people to help you is the hardest thing you can do, because it means admitting you're vulnerable.

I wish more people understood that.

[queenofkur]

This is true.
I would probably say similar words were it to someone else...
But I am still working on being less harsh on myself.

Thank you, Yugamu.
You are a kind soul.

[vivisexual]

I try!

I'm still open to talking to you more and potentially becoming your acolyte, if you're still interested. Just let me know.

[queenofkur]

Oh
Right, you did talk of this...
May I ask why you want to be my acolyte though?
It's

Unusual.

[vivisexual]

Well, I'm extremely well acquainted with death. Working as an assassin, generally you either become haunted with the weight of the lives you've snuffed out, or you completely numb and detach yourself from it. As a sniper, I think my father is likely the latter.

But my mother is a martial artist. She feels the deaths on her hands very keenly. She taught us to respect the concept of death. So I try my utmost to respect and honor the dead. I'd try to ensure a death that person deserved. And I learned that in some cases... death is a mercy, that it's the greatest gift you can give someone.

That's why I'm only really interested in death as a romantic act.

I feel that you'd be more likely to understand that than Tezcatlipoca.

[queenofkur]

You're right.
Tezcatlipoca will sometimes kill like a common thug would.
I had never made the connection between those human weapons and irreverence...

[ She knows now why he likes guns so much, huh. Regardless, she ponders a bit on his message. It's true there is a lot of romanticism in death, it's rare for people to perceive that! Maybe she should dig in deeper with a question. ]

Death is what drives evolution.
Humans are afraid of it and defy it.
By fighting against it, they grow and thrive.

And yet death is also what gives life meaning,
For if it did not come, existence would be unbearable.
A neverending nightmare from which there is no waking up.


Can you reconcile those contradictions?


Death as an Evil of Humanity that must be fought,
Death as a Necessity that must be accepted.

Life as something that must be lived to its fullest,
Life as something that must imperatively end?

@kijyo

[saudadist]

their words aren't important if they can't say it to your face Ereshkigal

[queenofkur]

I know.
Thank you.

Even then, I decided
I won't let anyone disparage me.

[saudadist]

then I won't either

they can be scolded twice over

@anonymousrat

[zauneyete]

[ We know who this is ]

No, I think you should show them all your true colors again, little goddess.

Just start with... Who is it? Anonymousbee?

[ ok look. Two things can be true.
He can both hate that she got him corrupted bc he tried to hurt his daughter

And also she was way more fun as a beast



Silco doesn't have to make sense about this ]

[queenofkur]

I have always shown my true colors.
Openly and proudly,
Regardless of the cost to my reputation.

Unlike a cowardly little man.

At least I commend the anonymous system.
Rat is quite fitting.

[zauneyete]

Oh yes, quite cowardly. Which is why I said precisely the same thing I've said over and over again in person and over the network.

Do you think I am a fool as to not think I would be obvious?

Or do you think I simply don't care? Be careful before you speak, I know you're smarter than you look, despite your attempts to persuade me otherwise.

[queenofkur]

How strange.
Why were you trying to keep up the pretense then?
You only dropped it after too many people realized your identity.

Whilst you can be clever and cunning,
You are also prompt to making foolish decisions,
All as a result of your overconfidence.

Such as the day you introduced yourself to me as my friend's murderer.
Sebastian at least knew better than to introduce himself as the monster he is.

[zauneyete]

Because I could, of course.

[ For the bit. ]

Ah, but Sebastian had a different goal in mind. He desired integration. I don't. What do I care if you hate me? You remember me as a threat, or you wouldn't try to eliminate me every time we talk.

1/3

[queenofkur]

...

Nitwit.

[ It makes no sense. What if she remembers him as a threat? It would be much better if he didn't have to worry about her, heck maybe she'd even help him for certain things. ]

[queenofkur]

[ Unless...

W-Wait a minute? ]

3/3

[queenofkur]

D
Do you want to die?

[ Is this what it's all about? Is it the most convoluted assisted suicide plan in history?! ]

cw: oh so much death imagery

[zauneyete]

Hardly. It's quite the opposite.

[ No, but coming here after Kenos had been... a transition. Silco felt so invincible then. Unkillable. Like there was nothing in this world that could do him in. Like nothing could stop him. He'd already died. Over, and over, and over again. He'd seen the arrow coming for him as it pierced his skull, watched it until he blacked out. Felt his soul slide out from his chest. Felt large hands wrap around his neck and lift him in those first few days, closing his throat off from air, anger roiling off from an old enemy in waves.

He's used to dying. He's died. He knows he will die again. It's coming. It's coming and there is nothing he can do about it. It's coming, and it will be permanent. Now, he almost makes foolish choices despite it all. ]

I've lived through many things I shouldn't have. At this point, it's a little game I play with death. Not you, of course, but we both know I won't see your underworld.

@anonymousspider

[vivisexual]

You literally denied being Silco when I challenged you?

[zauneyete]

Did I ever say I wasn't? Or did I just say it was an interesting guess?

We all like to have our fun, Yugamu.

[ He was playing a game ok!!! ]

[vivisexual]

My goodness.

The way you're so particular about the wording of things is one of the reasons we call you cute by the way.

[zauneyete]

[ exCUSE ME ]

That doesn't make any sense. Telling the truth while obscuring it is a skill.