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synnet2025-09-10 02:32 pm
vivisexual) wrote in synnet2025-09-10 02:32 pm
ANONYMOUS TEXT @ANONYMOUSSPIDER
I feel like being such a small group we're missing out on the potential of an anonymous message board, so I'm making it happen!!
What secrets or intrigue are people dying to get off their chest? Who's secretly dating? Who do you wish were secretly dating? Do you have a dark secret that's eating away at you? (°ロ°) ! You can vent here, consequence free!!! I want to know what everyone's getting up to behind closed doors.
It's fully anonymized, so you can be as honest as you want. Or not! I'm not opposed to starting baseless rumors. Have fun ♡ ～('▽^人)
[Feel free to follow my lead and have Google Docs' style anon ids if you like, just so characters who who's saying what.]
What secrets or intrigue are people dying to get off their chest? Who's secretly dating? Who do you wish were secretly dating? Do you have a dark secret that's eating away at you? (°ロ°) ! You can vent here, consequence free!!! I want to know what everyone's getting up to behind closed doors.
It's fully anonymized, so you can be as honest as you want. Or not! I'm not opposed to starting baseless rumors. Have fun ♡ ～('▽^人)
[Feel free to follow my lead and have Google Docs' style anon ids if you like, just so characters who who's saying what.]
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Why were you trying to keep up the pretense then?
You only dropped it after too many people realized your identity.
Whilst you can be clever and cunning,
You are also prompt to making foolish decisions,
All as a result of your overconfidence.
Such as the day you introduced yourself to me as my friend's murderer.
Sebastian at least knew better than to introduce himself as the monster he is.
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[ For the bit. ]
Ah, but Sebastian had a different goal in mind. He desired integration. I don't. What do I care if you hate me? You remember me as a threat, or you wouldn't try to eliminate me every time we talk.
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Nitwit.
[ It makes no sense. What if she remembers him as a threat? It would be much better if he didn't have to worry about her, heck maybe she'd even help him for certain things. ]
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W-Wait a minute? ]
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Do you want to die?
[ Is this what it's all about? Is it the most convoluted assisted suicide plan in history?! ]
cw: oh so much death imagery
[ No, but coming here after Kenos had been... a transition. Silco felt so invincible then. Unkillable. Like there was nothing in this world that could do him in. Like nothing could stop him. He'd already died. Over, and over, and over again. He'd seen the arrow coming for him as it pierced his skull, watched it until he blacked out. Felt his soul slide out from his chest. Felt large hands wrap around his neck and lift him in those first few days, closing his throat off from air, anger roiling off from an old enemy in waves.
He's used to dying. He's died. He knows he will die again. It's coming. It's coming and there is nothing he can do about it. It's coming, and it will be permanent. Now, he almost makes foolish choices despite it all. ]
I've lived through many things I shouldn't have. At this point, it's a little game I play with death. Not you, of course, but we both know I won't see your underworld.
poor silco
................. Doesn't mean she can't make him sweat. ]
You shouldn't be so sure.
Tezcatlipoca has offered to come by my Underworld.
I could always ask him to bring a friend with him.
[ She - in fact - will not ask him that. She doesn't even want for Tezcatlipoca to come after what happened a few months back. Buuuut the beauty of it is this is totally something Tezcatlipoca could do on a whim just to give his favorite acolyte a good dose of conflict even in death.
And now he has to live with that possibility. ]
He deserves it
[ This is EXACTLY why Tezca is putting a time minimum on staying for him and daybit. ]
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If the ruler of the Underworld you're in decides to keep you around longer,
There is nothing you can do.
[ In truth, there are rules they can't break and they'll be punished by the world itself if they get in the way of the natural cycle of life. But over one soul for a decade or so? No way. Tezcatlipoca has free reign. ]
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[ Yes he can. ]
Trying to drive a wedge between us, are you? Like you did with him and...well. I'm not one to keep spreading rumors.
[ YES HE IS ]
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Well, she's going to have and talk to him about that, isn't she? Silco can rejoice knowing he's made Tezca's life slightly worse. ]
You are misinformed.
I am trying to create a bridge between him and a certain someone.
And he absolutely can go back on what he said.
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[ sobbing she is so correct for doing this ]
Tezcatlipoca knows what it is to deceive me, Ereshkigal. He will not go back on it.
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When you'll be in his Underworld, it won't just be the Tezcatlipoca you know.
It'll be his full divinity you'll have to face.
And even if you have deluded yourself into thinking you can go up against gods,
You cannot defy a god in their own domain,
More so when it comes to those who ruler over death.
[ He genuinely got no idea what he got himself into with Tezcatlipoca, does he? Not that she thinks Tezca would betray him, but...
... ... ... That strikes her as somewhat naive. ]
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[ Dismissively, or not so much dismissively as it is... understanding. Of some things.
But Silco also knows something... ]
But remember, I did not just kill Quetzalcoatl. I diminished him. I made him less than what he was before.
Tezcatlipoca and I respect each other, little goddess. There is no defying. I simply understand one thing that perhaps you do not: Tezcatlipoca has his principles.
[ That's quite literally why he respects him. Well, that and he's a hater and likes Silco, of all people ]
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I respect him or that.
Though maybe...
Ah, nevermind that.
[ Maybe maybe maybe. There are exceptions and all. She doesn't finish that thought though. She's happy just letting Silco have a seed of doubt forever. ]
Eh?
Diminish her soul?
What are you talking about?
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Nagging at him.
Even if he brushes it off.
It's there. :) ]
Oh, you didn't know?
I killed her in another world. The way he explains it, is that I've permanently taken a slice from the wholeness that is Quetzalcoatl. Every aspect, every version, every part is now lessened.
[ the things we do to justify rp ]
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[ That, right. It's true. But she's too petty to let him have the last word. ]
It would have happened even had she died from falling in the stairs.
Don't flatter yourself.
You're not special.
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No?
And Quetzalcoatl is so easily eliminated?
Perhaps when Tezcatlipoca takes me to his underworld one of these days, I'll be privy to a family reunion. Maybe I'll even tell her what you said.
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[ That sounds familiar. ]
And you'll find Quetzalcoatl isn't like you.
Or me, for that matter.
Even had I been extremely disrespectful, she wouldn't hold a grudge.
That's just the kind of goddess she is.
Which is what makes her so respectable.
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[ Now it's his turn!! ]
And the Quetzalcoatl you and I both know isn't the same as the one who truly exists, correct?
I think you'll find that he may be very different, if either of us were to be in contact with the true version, hm? Just like with Tezcatlipoca.
I'd be interested to see if I don't mind a different version of him, that is quite a bit less forgiving.
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The Quetzalcoatl we both know is an aspect of her full divinity.
It is also true of Tezcatlipoca and myself.
To a lesser scale, humans also experience this phenomenon.
The Silco who hates me, the Silco who talks with Tezcatlipoca and the Silco who cares for Jinx...
They are all you, are they not?
Yet they are also different aspects of your whole.
If you choose to focus on one your aspects and omit others,
It is still the "real" you,
But you made a choice on which aspects you desire to express and which you leave behind.
It is similar for us, but with an added dimension to the process.
[ Hope he enjoys the Fate/Headaches(tm). ]
This is to say, the Quetzalcoatl we know is the aspect she desired to show.
This is proof what you call the "true her" values this aspect greatly.
Though different aspects of her may vary wildly...
They would still be Quetzalcoatl to the core.
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How informative.
[ He refuses to admit that he is out of his depth here. ]
And yet you tell me that the Tezcatlipoca that I know will not be the same, could this not be true with Quetzalcoatl? Would he even remember me, I wonder? Or perhaps he would understand something, and truly respect me, for what mortal could do what I did, hm? Not many, I wager, no matter what you say.
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In that all of his "aspects" will be present.
I doubt any aspect of Quetzalcoatl exist that would respect you.
[ There is, in fact, probably one. But she refuses to admit it. ]
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Shame, that.
[ It is NOT ]
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She wrote one but she deleted it after realizing it's inappropriate. ]
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