Thank you, Jinx. You're so considerate. Also, I love dogs. ( I've never seen a dog like that before, it looks ... like it knows things. ) Just, um. How did you find out? I wasn't going to tell anyone. I've had enough birthdays.
It's fine, it's fine. I just - it's my brother's birthday too. I'm a twin. I guess I was just going to ignore it, since he's you know. ( Dead. ) Not here. Which is kind of silly. I've had over a hundred birthdays without him by now.
( He should say no, he's not exactly Mr. Cheerful, and avoiding everything was his way of containing that. But it's Jinx, and she's been nothing but accepting of him - even if she teases him sometimes - and maybe he could do with someone to hang out with. )
Yeah, okay.
Meet you out front in twenty?
( He has to wash his face so the damp isn't half as obvious. )
[ everything's fine for birthday times. of course she recognized the brother lore drop, but jinx knows how to bide her time. birthdays should be fun at least. ]
( He appears as fresh-faced as he can be, glasses covering up most of the red-eyed post weeping damage. Either way he's hurrying towards her, a package in his hands. )
Okay, so I was at the tanabata and I won you something, only I forgot to bring it, so you're getting it now. ( It's his birthday, and he gets to give people things if he wants. Which means he proudly presents Jinx with her very own bubble gun, you're welcome. ) It shoots bubbles! Like, so many of them. And I know you're a sharpshooter too, so I thought why not? I'm real good at festival games, and there's only so many plushies I can bring the kids.
( Have the most terribly earnest of baby faces, Jinx, take this old man's offering. )
My first dad used to do shit like that. We didn't really have fancy cakes, but he'd make this awesome meat pie and we got to have some of the top shelf drinks. Just a little.
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THE BANNER
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Thank you, Jinx. You're so considerate. Also, I love dogs. ( I've never seen a dog like that before, it looks ... like it knows things. ) Just, um. How did you find out? I wasn't going to tell anyone. I've had enough birthdays.
( Also, they're Traumatic. )
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And your syndata is public, dumbass. You don't think I haven't read every single profile?
[ she is still silco's daughter, through and through. ]
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( Also he doesn't read anyone else's because he's an idiot. )
Sorry, I'm being ungrateful.
Did you make the dog picture yourself? It's cute. You should do more art.
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And I did. Art's my passion. Ish.
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What else have you done?
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Also are you trying to distract me from your bday? Booooo.
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( It's obviously not working. )
It's fine, it's fine. I just - it's my brother's birthday too. I'm a twin. I guess I was just going to ignore it, since he's you know. ( Dead. ) Not here. Which is kind of silly. I've had over a hundred birthdays without him by now.
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Wanna go grab something? My treat.
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Yeah, okay.
Meet you out front in twenty?
( He has to wash his face so the damp isn't half as obvious. )
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[ everything's fine for birthday times. of course she recognized the brother lore drop, but jinx knows how to bide her time. birthdays should be fun at least. ]
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Okay, so I was at the tanabata and I won you something, only I forgot to bring it, so you're getting it now. ( It's his birthday, and he gets to give people things if he wants. Which means he proudly presents Jinx with her very own bubble gun, you're welcome. ) It shoots bubbles! Like, so many of them. And I know you're a sharpshooter too, so I thought why not? I'm real good at festival games, and there's only so many plushies I can bring the kids.
( Have the most terribly earnest of baby faces, Jinx, take this old man's offering. )
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Uh, do you not know how birthdays work?
[ that being said, jinx is never going to say no to presents and the bubble gun is cute. she promptly shoots a couple of them right in his face. ]
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( A sniff. )
Besides, it's about sharing the joy. That's what Rem says.
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Who's that?
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My mom? She was like a mom anyway. Our first birthday she made us these hats, and a cake. It was great.
( First, and he was the size of an eight year old and too clever to boot. )
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My first dad used to do shit like that. We didn't really have fancy cakes, but he'd make this awesome meat pie and we got to have some of the top shelf drinks. Just a little.
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( It sounds cute. He wonders how old she might have been. )
When's yours? Just so I know to be prepared!
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I dunno, maybe a few months from now?
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September? Or October?
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October. And that's all you're gonna get.
Stop using me to be weird about your birthday.
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( That's ... a birthday activity, right? )
Also I'm not being weird.
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Yeah, yeah. But you are definitely being weird.
Bad memories?
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( He pulls a face. )
The last one wasn't great. I've been trying not to think about it.
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[ casually, not critically. jinx eyes her own fingernails. ]
You want to stew in it. Let those memories drown you as they come rushing back. And you want to be alone in them.
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cw: suicide ideation
gonna continue the trend
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wrap?
yep