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[He normally doesn't bother with network posts. But this was a fairly long time in coming.]

Who here knows about painkillers, anesthetics, or other analgesic drugs?

Most of us have gone through surgery to get additional implants or modifications, or know someone who has, and every fucking time it's the same damn story: "This won't be done with any anesthetics as it's an elective procedure and LILITH is saving anesthetic drugs for life-saving medical procedures."

That's bullshit.

If they're cutting into us to do surgery, it's a damn life-saving medical procedure because we're the ones saving their fucking lives! The least they can do is knock our asses out or numb it before digging in and shoving more crap into our bodies! It's odd as hell a place with this much technological advancements doesn't have a way to create or access a steady supply of painkillers, so it's probably just not on their priority list.

I'm not a botanist or a chemist, but I know medical pain relievers started with plants before it became chemicals derived from them. Coca, thyme, clove, poppies, and curare are some of the original bases. I'm leaving the city next week to try to locate some of these in the wild and bring them back for cultivation. If you want to come with me, meet me in front of the base at dawn next Tuesday.

In the meantime, if anyone has knowledge about this, share it. Just cause they won't help in this doesn't mean we can't.

[ooc: for the record, i'm no botanist, chemist, or medical practitioner myself, but i'm happy to do some research if we wanna go down some kind of rabbit hole with this. feel free to mingle and interact further to share information or ideas if you like. hypothetically, if this succeeds, it would make future reward surgeries less burdensome on the outsiders... unless LILITH's just doing the pain on purpose.]

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scared you'll get your chainsaws stuck in underbrush, ripcord pec?

[he's allowed to tease him even more now. deal with it.]

i'm always careful.

my chainsaws can cut through anything!!

[ 'always careful' - my ass. almost got your arm chopped off during the first mission, you! ]

then what's fucking problem could be outside?

[BUT IT'S STILL ON SO HE WAS CAREFUL!!

that pouting icon is too cute.]

[ matching pouting icons AND HE WAS NOT CAREFUL. ]

i don't know.
you and your medicine, smart scientist, plant-clever buddies will find out. right?

[he's a hero! he can be reckless if he chooses to be!

b-BUDDIES?!]

they're team-ups! you'd pout if i went out alone!

[not that'd do much to stop him...]

get you ass in gear and come with us. we already went weed whacking in the sewers together.

[ not anymore, sir. ]

but-
it's not romantic. sounds boring, too. we should be doing something else in our free time.

[ in other words: what's the reward for helping? and don't say creating stuff to help others! ]

[watch him! then bitch at him later.]

IT'S NOT A DATE!!

[of course it's not romantic! it's a damn mission!

wow. you're dating a hero, sir.]

[ ... stress. ]

i know. it's why i'm not invested.
though-

i want to make sure you'll be okay ......

[ boring af mission but at least kacchan comes home safe and in one piece. hmm. ]

[... pick up your room. it's a stress reliever.]

you know i'll come back. i'm not gonna die here.

you want me to call you if we find a monster?

[then denji can come flying in like a hero and take it out while they mess around in the bushes.]

[ NO IT'S NOT. anyway, why did bakugou bring up the 'd' word? fucking hell. ]

no. i don't know any of that, katsuki.

[ a pause. ]

i'm coming.
it's just a short trip.

[because it's a thing and heroes promise that plenty of times. as it's a fear people have in his world. heroes risk themselves when they go out...]

then i promise you, i'm not gonna die, and i'll always come back.

[he's never broken a promise to denji or lied to him, so-]

DON'T JUST FUCKING AGREE LIKE THAT!!

[he was being nice for a second, dammit!]

[ and do heroes keep those promises at all times? 'it will be okay' ... 'i'm here to save you' ... 'don't worry, i won't die'. it's such a dangerous game to play with someone who lost so much already.

he's— really not reassured, even when he knows bakugou means it. it's not some cheap words to make him feel better but a genuine promise. denji is struggling a bit here, and he knows it was stupid. it's just a short mission outside the city. what's the big deal?

... what changed? ]

okay. i believe you.
just this time, let me join you.

[as best they can. bakugou knows well enough it's not impossible. he died before. almost died. but it won't stop him from making those promises to denji regardless. because he wants them to be a hope, and a reality, to the young man.

but he won't think denji stupid for worrying. might growl about the lack of trust in his skills... it's human to worry. bakugou worries too, even if he won't say it. but he chooses to believe in his friends' strength to keep those heroic promises.

welcome to giving a shit about someone, denji.]

bastard. i want you to join me all the time.
but i'm not gonna drag you off to everything i do.

[he knows denji isn't like him in a lot of ways and that's fine. he likes denji for being denji, even if the other boy's growing and maturing. and while they partner on a lot of things, bakugou's not going to demand his boyfriend suddenly find the same drive he has for sticking it to LILITH and being a hero.

denji's allowed to kick back and enjoy his bag of chips while other people tromp around looking for doping plants if he wants.]

[ 'welcome to giving a shit about someone, denji.' — oh, yeah. that changed. bakugou will understand one day why this triggers more fear in his heart than fluffy feelings. after all, everyone he cared about ended up with the same fate. it felt like a conversation they should have, considering the progress in their relationship now. denji is honestly trying — but, it's so hard. where to start? when to start? what's the etiquette of it? should he get bakugou drunk first?

... he has no idea.

indeed, they're not alike in that aspect. he didn't care enough to go above and beyond to help others but he knew this was a part of bakugou he had to accept and learn to support him with. ]

... i don't mind.

[ drag him. tell him what you're up to. then he can decide if it's safe enough or not. that's one side of his feelings about it. the other side is less insane. ]

it's okay because it's interesting to you.
and i want to be part of it.

[one day. today's not the day, but he understands the danger and fear that comes from letting someone into your life. that's part of being human. it's an element of heroes that's been there since day one. they'll talk about it. eventually.

he doesn't drink so good fucking luck there, you sneak.]

i know.

[and he's not gonna abuse it. he also has to keep in mind denji's personality and likes, the parts of the other boy that aren't screaming justice and heroic duty and you can fuck off like they do in katsuki's.

so yeah, while he'll keep in mind to tell denji about his plans from now on, he won't go in expecting the other boy to go along with them. well... unless he walks in or calls and starts out with "get your ass over here" and then shit gets real.]

i'm sick of people getting hurt because they feel like they're not enough.

[a quiet moment of honesty in thanks for denji offering to be a part of katsuki's plan. he's not doing this for lilith. he's doing it for the outsiders, their allies. not their fucking kidnappers.]

[ well, start fucking drinking! that conversation won't be easy for both of them!

he sighs behind the screen, reading through that text and promising himself bakugou is speaking to him in that rare, kind- soft tone of his. it brings some ease to his anxious heart, and then a tiny smile follows.

that last line— right. the heart of a hero, always thinking of others over themselves. god, where has bakugou been all his life? ]

alright.
let's do our best to help them, then.
i'll support you for as long as i'm here in this city.

[ boring missions or not, that is a promise denji plans to keep. ]

can you make me a nice lunch box for our trip?

[hell no! his record is sparkling and he's not tainting it with booze for a heavy conversation! he can handle that weight all on his own, dammit. life's not easy.

maybe not the kind-soft tone, but it's more a quiet, frustrated admission that begets his concern for other people. even if he often pretends he couldn't give a shit (and usually doesn't). but these people, their allies, are doing their best here. if he can help make that easier on them, shouldn't he at least try?

he doesn't want to see another person wallowing in their blood in the bathroom, trying to convince themselves it doesn't hurt. that's so fucked up... especially when they did it for their captors.]

aa. i'll treat you to something nice after.

[whether that's a meal or a massage or two hours of nut busting. the good kind.]

yeah. sushi?

sushi sounds good.

[ unaware of the line of rewards bakugou is thinking about, denji is just grateful for the nice set of sushi awaiting him in exchange for going through a foreign forest. (a massage followed by 2 hours of sexy nut-busting is ideal, just saying! hint hint.)

being lazy and melting into the mattress of his bed for hours while watching a movie or reading comics can wait for the next weekend. ]

hit me up once you're done recruiting your minions and ready to go.

[ gotta end it with a tease. denji will be a menace no matter what. ]

i'll make it so good your taste buds will break.

[he'll make sure denji has something amazing waiting for him at lunch time. there are only a tiny handful of people who get any sort of preferential treatment from him after all. (2 hours?! your sex drive is way too high, you devil! ... not that he's gonna stop him.)

this poor guy, finally dating one of the most time and chore efficient people on the planet, and all denji wants to do is laze around on the weekend. how'd he get into this?]

next tuesday if it goes off. i'll wake you up myself.

[how else is he gonna make sure denji rolls out of bed before dawn? sleep beside him, of course. menace.]

[ 'a tiny handful of people' should turn into 'ONE'. him. just him. only him. thank you. (okay, he still needs to build enough stamina to last that long but with practice anything is achievable! ).

hey, it's fine. he will force bakugou to be a lazy potato on other weekends whether he likes it or not. they can both learn from each other in many ways. ]

oh good. i thought you wanted to go right now!
hell yeah. lazy night is still on.

[ WHAT DO YOU MEAN AT DAWN? bakugou!!!! he will resist, drag kacchan under the blanket, and ruin his early start for the mission. sorry. one blast to the face should end the struggle. ]

well, not really 'lazy'.
i decided to stop being stubborn and do some training.

[sorry, handsome. despite bakugou's best attempts, he made friends. bastards. but there's only one denji relationship. things only denji's gotten from the young hero. (THERE ARE SOME GOALS BEST LEFT UNACHIEVED!!)

oh now that is going to be one of denji's greatest challenges. bakugou'll have an easier time dragging the other boy out of the bed than the half-devil will have convincing the blonde to laze around and do shit on a weekend. but he's welcome to try!]

I SAID IT IN THE DAMN TEXT!! [that denji didn't read] what the hell are you even doing tonight?

["at dawn" means "AT FUCKING DAWN," denji! he will blast them both out of the bed if you dare try to make him late! at the very least, he'll compromise and come back to pull denji out from the covers at the last possible moment. then he can show up with bedhead, mouthwash, and bedclothes. what a trooper.]

training?

[bakugou's amused at the notion of "stop being stubborn" from denji.]

[ lazing around = self-care. you know? it happens when your body has been going through constant anxiety, stress, ready to throw hands and guard up etc. — you'll find yourself craving those slow, calm nights so you can give yourself a breather. bakugou joining him will make him feel a lot better, but he will never pressure him to do something he's not into.

ah, he said it in the text he didn't read very carefully. sorry. it's too damn long. waking up at dawn sounds horrifying and denji hates it already, but ... SIGH. fine! ]

training then lazy time.
i always thought the simulation room thing is the dumbest shit, but it might help me learn how to fight without killing myself.

[ kinda, sorta ... want to live a little longer in here. ]

are you proud of me?

Edited 2024-05-13 15:05 (UTC)

[that's what sleep and rest are for, along with some medical aid if he needs it. bakugou puts his body through a lot, both in training and studying, also working and learning. he's not immune to taking a break, sometimes resting on his bed with a pair of headphones, listening to music while reading a book or wandering the internet for a little bit. but it's usually on his time and wants rather than getting hauled down to do so.

still... denji has some boyfriend rights, so if he can handle a bit of growling and wriggling, he'll get the results he wants. might end up fighting over the proverbial remote on what to do. because bakugou does want to make denji feel good.

look, he'll make up the dawn wake-up call later. probably give denji a dinner request or even that lazy evening. having the half-devil with him on the excursion will help. denji's always managed to make bakugou feel better in his own special way.]

that's the reason it's there.

[duh. bakugou thought the training simulator was awesome and regularly tries to get the top score or best his own records. but when that other text comes by, there's a slight smirk on his side.]

of course i am, dammit. you think i wanna see you get weaker?
you've improved on a lot since the start.

[ boyfriend rights, huh. it's not something he is aware of right now, but it would be interesting to find out in the future. it's not like he's ever been in a relationship before to understand the laws and he isn't asking for much anyway (aside from bakugou's undivided attention!).

okay, but having someone be proud of him is just ... nghhh ♥ especially coming from bakugou. ]

heh, i'm blushing.
i promise i'll get stronger.

[ if he knew doing this shit would get him the rare appraisal from the hero, he would've done it a lot sooner. however, there's more pride in denji knowing he's doing this for himself and not to impress someone, too. he relied too much on his immortality and he'd end up being reckless as hell— it won't work here in this city. not if he wanted to stick around a bit longer before Lilith yeets his ass back to his home.

plus, against all odds, denji found people he cares about here ... and he wants to protect them all. maybe if he tried hard enough, this time he won't fail and he'd be able to keep them safe. maybe. ]

i'll see you later, then?

Edited 2024-05-14 16:26 (UTC)

[bakugou's not going to make it obvious, dammit! denji's going to have to figure it out over time when he starts to realize why he sometimes gets away with things the blonde doesn't let other people get away with. if he's savvy enough to realize it. bakugou hasn't done the dating thing, but he has had companions that get some... permission. like kirishima back home, who ended up with the semi-unique permission to get in bakugou's physical space without getting roared at each time.

look, he is proud of him. denji's come a long way from the dazed boy with fucked-up priorities in the locker room.]

you're not just getting stronger.

[denji's getting better in plenty of areas. from cooking to cleaning (despite his reluctance) to police work. bakugou hasn't tried to really force denji to share his priorities when dealing with people, but he's given comments if he feels it necessary. denji doing this for himself though, not because bakugou asked him, is one of the reasons he's proud of him. knowing your own weakness and working to address it is tough. but necessary.

protecting the people he cares about is a massive reason for bakugou's continued training and improvement. just not gonna admit it to anyone's face...]

aa. i'll be in my room at 8.

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