02 | @hearse

[wheft]

[ well, that's quite the mental update. while ishmael isn't reeling from the download's sappy effects, she is in the mood to yap and gossip -- which is typically unlike her at all. and so, while they're all still waiting for the download to finish, she's got this to ask on their shared network. ]

Looks like this is going to take a while. And I know that most of us here were haunted by certain dreams a while back, me included. It's something I've already gone through back home so I'm not too bothered with it now, but I'm going to go ahead and ask anyway.

What are some of your happier memories?

That's probably easier said than done, though. You don't even have to think too far back and just share whatever made you happy since coming here. It's corny, sure, but we could definitely need some cheering up after all that on top of this horribly hot weather.

Of course, if you're too shy to share them to everyone in the class, I get it. I know I am. You can just tell me privately if you trust me that much, or you don't have to say anything at all and just read or react to everyone's contributions instead. Also if anyone's gonna come here to say shit like "Oh I'm not gonna share anything :/" then do us all a favor and not waste our time. Thanks. 👍

[ ish is too embarrassed to share hers right now, if anyone's wondering 🧍‍♂️ of course, feel free to threadjack if needed. happy yapping!! ]

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@onestepforward

[ignoreher]

[ decent......... ]

That's so sweet... but what made it just decent?

[nutkick]

well, the fact it was normal i guess. lip to lip, nothing too wild.

[ oh, denji. ]

how was your first kiss?

[ignoreher]

[ oh, denji.






wings, this is the first time she's been asked about this actually she doesn't make it a habit to talk about That part of her private life considering who it's with but it's fine. question for question. ]

... The one I actually remember was pretty emotionally charged! It quickly moved into the "more" territory. But I've been told I kissed someone else before that when I was drunk, [ shoutout to han sooyoung, ] and I only kind of remember it being surprising, but really good. Like having a cup of water after being thirsty for so, so long.

[ she may be a weak starved bitch, denji. ]

I don't think there's anything wrong with a "normal" sort! But if you're kissing just to have your first over and done with, then of course it won't be anything special. A hand on the face helps a lot though!

[nutkick]

[ ........... damn.

he did not expect her to spill the hot, steaming tea this fast, and fuck— what a fulfilling answer that was. denji is kinda, sorta impressed by her boldness. listen, not a lot of girls are this comfortable to kiss and tell, especially with a stranger over text, and it was a breath of fresh air.

'Like having a cup of water after being thirsty for so, so long.' - she is speaking his language. period. ]

but, what do you mean by 'emotionally charged'? did you have feelings for them? did they make your heart play the jungle drums whenever you're close to them?

nah, i wanted my first one to be special. trust me. the lady just got really wasted and ruined everything. [ LET'S LEAVE IT AT THAT. ] though, a good kiss can make you forget all the shitty ones, right? 😏

[ignoreher]

[ YEAH SHE'S





good at explaining! the feelings talk is... more difficult! it's still hard to figure it out, and she's not really interested on analyzing them in public. ]

I'd never been wanted before, that's all. We did have a comfortable relationship before then -- but it wasn't, you know. Intimate. Kind of testing waters with touch, but nothing like THAT. More hand holding and stuff. Friendly! Platonic! Not leading to anything else intentionally.

And I guess! I haven't really kissed anyone else since then. It makes sense that a good one'd wipe the slate though! (*•̀ᴗ•́*)و ̑̑

[nutkick]

[ fair enough. he understands not a lot of people like to talk about intimate affairs so publicly, so he won't push. ]

friends to something more is always the best flavor. it's an easy way to get to know someone before involving feelings and all.

[ hey, he's no expert. it's just— in theory, it makes sense. ]

what's your happiest memory, then?

[ignoreher]

[ she can't really call them friends, actually, but.......... yeah......... that is the best flavor.......... probably. though at the same time, she doesn't really want to mess up the friendships she has by advancing them further or putting herself out there in that way or-- anyway, ]

I have a handful of them! I feel like my answer changes every time I'm asked, actually... Let's see. Cooking for the first time ever and the person I gave it to not immediately spitting it out.