[His reverence for death as an act of love that should be given only to those who wish for it is actually sincere and based in personal experience, but unfortunately he also has horny teenage brain which usually comes in and ruins it when he tries to explain without giving that story.]

Right, right. But you can't get information from the dead, and that's something you trade in as well, isn't it? Plus, anyone I torture I can then tend their wounds as practice for my future career!

[Yugamu pitching BDSM + Aftercare but bad, here.]