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If you know Lucy-san...or, I suppose her name is Kaede-san...
Please, I want to speak with you.
I want to know who this person is within my mind...
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Tezcatlipoca-san, may I have a moment of your time?
Please, I want to speak with you.
I want to know who this person is within my mind...
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Tezcatlipoca-san, may I have a moment of your time?

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Especially back in the castle when I got afflicted with a ... fever. [ Ugh he's never living that down THE SHAME...!! HIM, A COORDINATOR, GETTING A FEVER!! Mister fragile ego. ]
But otherwise, she's made me ... more aware of your situation. She's never spoken ill of you, though.
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I think...she's a different person than I first thought.
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Ereshkigal has a good idea of how you could go about speaking to her yourself. Hell, maybe even these devices can do the trick just as easily.
It's probably best to talk to her yourself anyway. There's always going to be some level of opinion bias when you hear from others, whether it's good or bad.
And I'm not sure what you're expecting or what you've assumed, but ... I believe she wanted to protect you from more harrowing parts in your lives. So at the very least, I'd suggest being prepared to hear some uncomfortable things.