[ it's amazing what a 'healthy' environment can do to someone, huh? even though he could never really have a normal life, even here in this city, but it was a lot easier to pretend when he's given a breather and not get bombarded with one stab to the gut and another. it didn't mean denji is healed, happy and thriving - he's still as broken and fucked up. ]
thank you. really. ... you're helping.
[ he's just ... listen, he knows. he knows this is the only chance he could ever have to experience something other than pain, and instead of curling up and crying over shit he can't control, he'd rather live. he wants to live. even if he still feels like shit and he still wakes up in the middle of the night in cold sweat. it's okay. maybe if he kept trying-
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thank you. really.
... you're helping.
[ he's just ... listen, he knows. he knows this is the only chance he could ever have to experience something other than pain, and instead of curling up and crying over shit he can't control, he'd rather live. he wants to live. even if he still feels like shit and he still wakes up in the middle of the night in cold sweat. it's okay. maybe if he kept trying-
... it might stop hurting one day. ]
we'll have dinner together, then 👋