Ereshkigal (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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synnet2025-07-05 11:29 am
queenofkur) wrote in synnet2025-07-05 11:29 am
[text] @goddess of death
[ This message is sent to anyone Ereshkigal hasn't talked to since the event ended, even if she's never had any CR with them. Each message is personalized and individual but I - the player - cannot write individual messages for every character in the game. So please assume there are variations to the message your character got, thank you. ]
Greetings,
I have done terrible and inexcusable things over the course of those past few months. Though I was corrupted through the power of the rift, I take full responsibility for those things I did. The rift did not create anything: it only exploited what was already there within my heart. It is entirely my fault for having allowed emotions and feelings that could later be exploited to fester within my heart.
I have been allowed to stay and continue helping in the efforts to help this world, and I intend to do my utmost to prove myself an ally of humanity. I do not expect anyone to forgive me and I understand if you are afraid of me or would rather never see me again: I shall do my utmost to be invisible to you. However, I shall not relent from helping LILITH as my love for humanity is unwavering and has never changed.
Most importantly, please do not hold any grudge towards others who have been corrupted. If you find yourself having negative thoughts towards them, such thoughts are misplaced. They are kind souls who sought to help me, and suffered as a result of it. They are amongst the most beautiful souls I have ever encountered and they in no way deserve to be treated poorly. Note this statement only partially apply to Silco. Though you should bear no grudge towards him for what transpired last month, I do not consider him to be a kind and beautiful soul.
Furthermore, I would like to put an end to some strange rumors that reached my ears. It is said I took people in relationship to assist me when I was corrupted. Well, just about every of the people I consider close to my heart are in relationships. It would have been more surprising had one of the seven guardians been someone not in a relationship. The pattern some of you may have observed is as such, not a pattern at all.
Lastly, I would like to issue a warning about those rifts. Please avoid them at all costs. Though I dare not presume your heart bears the seeds that could lead to an apocalyptic outcome, it is evident the potential for evil exists within us all. Rifts should be avoided entirely until we understand them better.
I am sorry for everything.
-- Ereshkigal
Greetings,
I have done terrible and inexcusable things over the course of those past few months. Though I was corrupted through the power of the rift, I take full responsibility for those things I did. The rift did not create anything: it only exploited what was already there within my heart. It is entirely my fault for having allowed emotions and feelings that could later be exploited to fester within my heart.
I have been allowed to stay and continue helping in the efforts to help this world, and I intend to do my utmost to prove myself an ally of humanity. I do not expect anyone to forgive me and I understand if you are afraid of me or would rather never see me again: I shall do my utmost to be invisible to you. However, I shall not relent from helping LILITH as my love for humanity is unwavering and has never changed.
Most importantly, please do not hold any grudge towards others who have been corrupted. If you find yourself having negative thoughts towards them, such thoughts are misplaced. They are kind souls who sought to help me, and suffered as a result of it. They are amongst the most beautiful souls I have ever encountered and they in no way deserve to be treated poorly. Note this statement only partially apply to Silco. Though you should bear no grudge towards him for what transpired last month, I do not consider him to be a kind and beautiful soul.
Furthermore, I would like to put an end to some strange rumors that reached my ears. It is said I took people in relationship to assist me when I was corrupted. Well, just about every of the people I consider close to my heart are in relationships. It would have been more surprising had one of the seven guardians been someone not in a relationship. The pattern some of you may have observed is as such, not a pattern at all.
Lastly, I would like to issue a warning about those rifts. Please avoid them at all costs. Though I dare not presume your heart bears the seeds that could lead to an apocalyptic outcome, it is evident the potential for evil exists within us all. Rifts should be avoided entirely until we understand them better.
I am sorry for everything.
-- Ereshkigal
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No, I am not.
But I will be.
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I am fortunate to have such wonderful friends.
But I cannot ignore there are those who think less of me.
This message which I sent to many was an attempt to reach out and let my feelings known...
Though I am afraid it was inadequate.
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Doing a mass apology is kind of a big ask. Like, you can't always make everyone happy. Say your piece and let people do whatever. You already did your part, now people gotta figure themselves out.
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Are
Are you the brother @Bootyyyshaker9000 mentioned?
[ She's taking deep breathes because typing that user name mentally drained her even more than this entire post. ]
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....Yes? Now I'm worried about what he told you.
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He cares about you.
If anything, this is heartening to see.
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I'm happy he cares, I care about him a lot too. I just know he can be... a little extreme sometimes.
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He only said he wouldn't forgive me because of it.
Which I believe is understandable and fair.
Your brother loves you a lot.
I think it's a wonderful thing.
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Oh. Huh... That's good to hear. Sometimes its a little... IDK hard to tell with him. Donnie operates in his Donnie way, which makes things weird. Well, less weird and more hard to read when he's like in a Mood.
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I have a sister who is a bit like that.
I hate her and she hates me.
But in fact we care for each other.[ ... W-Wait. She immediately deletes that last line. Then she's trying to lock that reply! Well it's already an individual conversation so it should be fine, b-but she's adding locks wherever she can. ]
You did not read that.
If you did, you're having a sudden bout of amnesia.
Do NOT repeat this to anyone.
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your secrets are safe with me!! I've forgotten there was ever a sentiment said in text!
Dee and I love each other, but also he gets frustrated by me and vice versa. Siblings just kind of are like that.