[text] @goddess of death

[queenofkur]

[ This message is sent to anyone Ereshkigal hasn't talked to since the event ended, even if she's never had any CR with them. Each message is personalized and individual but I - the player - cannot write individual messages for every character in the game. So please assume there are variations to the message your character got, thank you. ]

Greetings,

I have done terrible and inexcusable things over the course of those past few months. Though I was corrupted through the power of the rift, I take full responsibility for those things I did. The rift did not create anything: it only exploited what was already there within my heart. It is entirely my fault for having allowed emotions and feelings that could later be exploited to fester within my heart.

I have been allowed to stay and continue helping in the efforts to help this world, and I intend to do my utmost to prove myself an ally of humanity. I do not expect anyone to forgive me and I understand if you are afraid of me or would rather never see me again: I shall do my utmost to be invisible to you. However, I shall not relent from helping LILITH as my love for humanity is unwavering and has never changed.

Most importantly, please do not hold any grudge towards others who have been corrupted. If you find yourself having negative thoughts towards them, such thoughts are misplaced. They are kind souls who sought to help me, and suffered as a result of it. They are amongst the most beautiful souls I have ever encountered and they in no way deserve to be treated poorly. Note this statement only partially apply to Silco. Though you should bear no grudge towards him for what transpired last month, I do not consider him to be a kind and beautiful soul.

Furthermore, I would like to put an end to some strange rumors that reached my ears. It is said I took people in relationship to assist me when I was corrupted. Well, just about every of the people I consider close to my heart are in relationships. It would have been more surprising had one of the seven guardians been someone not in a relationship. The pattern some of you may have observed is as such, not a pattern at all.

Lastly, I would like to issue a warning about those rifts. Please avoid them at all costs. Though I dare not presume your heart bears the seeds that could lead to an apocalyptic outcome, it is evident the potential for evil exists within us all. Rifts should be avoided entirely until we understand them better.


I am sorry for everything.

-- Ereshkigal

Comments

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[powderkegs]

[ welp. that killed any goodwill she had. and to think jinx gave her a pass. ]

Wooooow.

Not gonna lie, you had us in the first half! Too bad you suck at being a genuine person.

[queenofkur]

If you too take issue at my mention of Silco;
I am sorry for what I did to him.
I am not sorry for making it clear he is not one of the souls I cherish.

If this invalidates my apology in your eyes,
So be it.

[powderkegs]

Oh please.

Who wants to be cherished by you? Pretty sure no one wants that!

We should be calling you the unloveable goddess of all time.

[queenofkur]

[ ... Ouch. There is a noticeable delay. ]

You are is daughter, aren't you?

[powderkegs]

Yep. That's my dad you decided to slag off in your magnanimous apology. Shitty part was, I did feel kinda bad for you! Kind of rough being powerful and strong and knowing, just knowing that it'll never fix the ugliness in you!

But it looks like it's just in your nature to be a bitch.

[queenofkur]

That's right.
I am an evil goddess.
There is much ugliness in my heart.
And this is why unlike better goddesses than I,

I will never forgive your father.
For having murdered my friend.
For having gloated and laughed about it every time he could,
Knowing LILITH would protect him from retaliation.

If I regret one thing from this ordeal,
It is that even corrupted, I did not find the strength to end his life.
But should he ever give me any reason to,
I will.

[powderkegs]

Nice try. I would be fooled if I was braindead.

But you're just lonely and sad. Tough front. Tough words. Even worse, a bad liar. Girl, all you had to do was give an apology and you couldn't even get through it without fucking it up with your grudges.

Silco has done shit. But at least he does it on purpose. You? You just can't help yourself.

[queenofkur]

I did give my apology.
You refuse it for my mention of this man.
I accept this.

I only hope you will grow out of his clutches someday.

cw: necrophilia mention dfgfdg

[powderkegs]

Fuck you, Miss Unlovable. Next time, find a corpse to fuck. It's probably the only person who can bear your touch.

[queenofkur]

[ There are no replies. This is hopeless. ]

not here bc he's not allowed to be here!!!!

[zauneyete]

[ THAT'S HIS KID!!!! ]